guilt

i always find a way to mess things up,
for the first time in months i felt happy, i was in a good mood and everything seemed to be looking up. i should of know that i would ruin it for my self, but as usual i was oblivious.
i spoilt everything.. not only for me but for the people i care most about
i am so so sorry

meds

this week has been very weird,
my heads been up and down, backwards and forwards
im seeing stars and everything looks like its floating

english boys

why do boys in england think it looks attractive to have a shaved head,
like sure some boys with a very nice well structured face have the ablity to have there hair short cz they can pull it off. but some of the boys who i see on facebook looking fucking terrible

90% of goodlooking people have good hair,
seriously.
hair in most cases makes a person goodlooking. like there are plenty of people i know who arent that attractive, but their lovely fringes make them look rlly good.
seriously, english boys are so stupid

and so are english girls bth,
why would you want to go out with a skinhead with a nikey tick shaved into the back ?
uurgh, turns my stomach lol >>

mm

show some skin

i love boys with good collar bones, mmmm

summer time :D

school is soon to be over! only 3 more weeks then its time for the summer break. i cannot waaaaaaaaaaait till summer, i hate summer weather. i hate 'lets go beach' and all that shit it's just i love the time to me self.
in the summer you don't feel as though you have to go out everyday you can just chill at home and eat icy poles and go neopets it's like amazing.
& the summer parties! i loveloveloveee paryting, and seeing as summer is the season of partying we go well together. i'll be gooning it up every week and i have no idea what i'm doing for new year yet but i know it will be amazinggggggg!

party time, excellent

YEWWW BIRTHDAY PARTY TODAY ! :D