Everything

I am in the weirdest mood.
I feel sad, my body is tingling and when i close my eyes I feel completely peaceful.

I would describe my thoughts as 'ghostly' or ' sinister angelic'. Untouchable, above everything and everyone - as though I am so upset nothing else can hurt. I feel like I am breaking, piece by piece. But I am equally as strong, as though I know nothing matters. I feel like I am flying, and falling - that feeling you get from aeroplane turbulence. I feel so sick, I want to puke. I am cold, alone and pure.

Nothing matters.
I only cry for me,